God, I'm Fat

I was watching back the video of myself in The Bird and really didn’t like what I saw. You see yourself in the mirror each day, but on a day by day basis it’s hard to notice changes. Sometimes viewing yourself from outside, like on video, gives you a completely different perspective. I look fat.

I also know I am fat because I know my weight is at least 10lbs over what I should be. Not as bad as some people, but we all have our own challenges. I’ve been thinking about going back to the gym for awhile now. Thinking. Thinking doesn’t take the pounds off. If only.

And so once again I declare, I will get to the gym on a regular basis. Seriously.